Sunday, July 12, 2009

Conquering Fears

This week I feel like I have conquered a few too many fears--is it possible to be overwhelmed by facing your fears?

It started out with me overcoming the shy factor--some of you wouldn't believe there is a shy bone in this body of mine--there is. Teaching has helped overcome it immensely. But--I went to ward activities this week and tried to make new friends.

I also went hiking to Doughnut Falls again. This time--the guys in my new ward that I made friends with made me be brave and climb up the rocky side (that people have died on mind you...) and we got up to the top. One of the guys told me I was pretty nervous and must be afraid of heights. (I love that guys analyze me...). But--it's not the heights that scare me--but falling and landing on those sharp rocks below...

Then, I also had the chance to go boating on Saturday with my friend Laren and her ward. I have been boating a few times--and I tried the water skiing thing again today. I almost made it up the whole way--which was big! I think maybe next time I might make it...

Next week--more things of fear and extreme to conquer--SKYDIVING.

Alanna--I am excited to go!

Then--it's the fear of 26 first graders! I'm going to overcome it!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Photo of the Week!

It's been a while and I'm outta whack. But--here's one from my weekend--I took a long drive up my favorite Idaho Canyon and got some pics! But--my favorite one is this one...


When I was young--I used to love going for drives with my parents and counting all the farm animals and watching the road. I don't think kids get this anymore. But I loved seeing the sprinkler systems! One of my favorite parts about them was when they were on and the sun would hit them just right...you'd get a continuous rainbow! Amazing!! And these things bring so much life!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Reflection on Freedom...

I had some time this weekend to reflect on the 4th of July and what it means to me (thank you national boards for making me so reflective...). The 4th of July has always been one of my favorite holidays--I have always loved it. I love the warmness, the barbecues, the ice cream, the fireworks, and the family togetherness that it has always included. Through the years, they have had some serious change and I have grown to understand that change is a part of life. I have also learned to love the moments we have when we have them!

But mostly--I have loved the freedom that we have because of this day. I am attending a masters class this week that is covering education philosophy. The first time I had this class in undergrad studies, I didn't understand it and was taught things to just make sure I learned them. But--today, we had a good discussion about different philosophers and their ideas. And--I understood them and can see how their ideas have influenced me and our country. I am grateful though that we live in a country where these beliefs can be shared and that I can teach and become what I have been becoming as a teacher. Other countries of the world don't have the same benefits we do (although teachers may be respected a little more in them...). But, because of our freedoms, we are able to become anything we want and accomplish anything. No one is set out to tell you that you are destined to be a lawyer, a dump truck driver, or a doctor. You have the freedom to choose. And you can become anything you want to be--but it's conditional--you have to put in the work for it.

That's the way it was in the Book of Mormon times. The Nephites received this land as a land of promise. But--it was conditional as well. This land was to be a land of promise as long as the people were righteous and kept the commandments. I worry as I watch our country today and through the past several years--we are not as righteous as we should be and I worry we will lose some of those blessings we are promised as we fall from righteousness. I just hope that as individuals, we are all able to do our part to be better--and in turn try to motivate those around us to be better.

Once again--I love the 4th of July. I know a lot of people who have sacrificed a lot to protect those freedoms. I just hope as citizens of this great country, we can continue to live this legacy--I have hope that through small actions--great things can come to pass!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

A song for you all...

Friday, June 26, 2009

I went to a Sundance concert tonight and these guys were good. My favorite guy was the harmonica guy (his name is Jellyroll Johnson).

Here's a clip of one of their songs. It is hilarious!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Some me time...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

So--I needed some me time today to relax and focus on things in my life that matter...so I decided to go to a place I haven't been for a while. I hit South Mountain and got up to the Flight Park. I have this obsession for watching things in the sky...I don't know where it came from. Maybe it's because I'm my grandpa's granddaughter...he used to build space shuttles and was involved with the air force.

I had to get away from things in my life yesterday though, so I went up there and ate some dinner from U Food Grill (yum!) and then just watched as people flew and took apart their kites.

One thing I came out of it thinking is we are truly blessed to have a God that loves us enough to let us go for our dreams and to make the most of ourselves. It made me ponder--am I going for mine?

Just something to think about...





Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hiking with Amanda!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My cousin Amanda from New York has been in town! I was so excited when she and her husband Tyson invited me to go hiking with them. I love hiking!

We went up Millcreek Canyon and found a fun trail that went up--and up--and up. I probably complained a lot, but I really enjoyed the burning sensation in my thighs and calves! Seriously--it was great!


Yay for wildflowers! My favorite! I love them all!

And yay for my favorite tree! I love the quaking aspens!


It was so green here!

This tree was growing out of the rock--I'm sure there are some spiritual implications that can be made from this setting...like having your foundation on the rock...

Me

Owen, Amanda's son enjoying nature

Amanda's first hot dog she cooked over a fire! I had to take a picture so we can document it in history!

We had to take pictures with the sign--I think we just ended up looking silly, not super powered...but it was fun!

The Race for the Cure...because cancer never sleeps...

Friday, June 19, 2009

I went to Idaho and my family was participating in the race for the cure--an all night to next morning walk for cancer. My family has been hit with cancer at different points in different people. The biggest hit was about 4 years ago when my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. Fortunately it was a stage 0, but through this I've learned a lot about taking care of my body and checking myself for cancer.



Bags my mom decorated for people we knew who have had cancer or died from it.

My cute little mom (next year we decided not to put the bags next to the garbage can...)

My family--Dad, Kim, Mom, and me (Melissa was off with her fiance...)