August 28, 2011
I am having a ponder moment tonight. Tonight while I was listening to my Backstreet Boy Pandora station as I was driving home from Heber, it played Britney's What U Get--I hadn't heard it in forever--and as I was listening to it--the thought crossed my mind that I am what I am...and I can't really change that. Forgive me as I have a relive my teenage years moment by listening to Britney...
I've been dating a lot of different guys in the last year or so--and as I've reflected on it--I am me. And that is who I am...and it is pretty much the way it is. I can't change who I am from each relationship--but--I can learn and become better from each one. But--I have learned this about myself: I am this spontaneous girl who loves to have fun and learn at the same time. And I like the way I am...
Really--I can only become better, right? Maybe that is what it is all about--liking who you are and working to become even better. Hopefully someday one lucky man will realize that :)
Anyway--maybe I'm tired and my pondering is off...but just food for thought.
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